My boyfriend and I got together about a year ago. The first couple of months were great, but he has now started to change his behaviour. He seems to enjoy hurting when we are in bed, and it is beginning to freak me out a little bit. I have told my girlfriends at London escorts about it, and they have suggested that I get out of the relationship. I really don’t want to do that. Instead I would like to help my boyfriend.
I work on the reception at one of London’s leading elite escorts services. It is a great job, and I get on with the girls who work as London escorts really well. During my time there, I have learned to screen calls and I am sure that it has helped me to become a bit more selective when it comes to friendships. The only thing is that it does not seem to have helped me personally when it comes to my own relationships outside of London escorts.
My boyfriend is as sweet as can be when he is going about everyday things. At first I could not believe it was the same person, but my boss at our London escorts services says that it is often the way. It is not easy to figure out which guys are the sexual sadists. Just like my London escorts girlfriends, my boss wants me to leave my boyfriend. He does not think it is a safe relationship at all and worries about me all of the time. I worry about me sometimes and I do feel out of control when I am with my boyfriend. The truth is that I am very close to the edge, and there are days when I am afraid what is going to happen during the night. Things may go from bad to worse.
Am I going to be able to help my boyfriend? I think that it is very unlikely that I will be able to help him. He actually needs professional help. The girls here at the agency date a lot of guys who are porn addicts and stuff like that. They say that they have give up on trying to help them as they all need professional help. The thing is that my escorts in London agency girlfriends are very much front line and they see this sort of thing all of the time. It is not easy, and I am not sure how to do it.
The best thing is that I know that I have the support of the girls at elite London escorts. Also, my boyfriend and I don’t live together. He has a key to my place, but like the boss says, we can have the locks changed. I have thought about, but have not taken that step yet. It would kind of be the final step and mean the end of our relationship. At the moment I am not ready for that. But, at the same time, I am very much aware that I may have to do that one day. It would be the easiest way out for me.