My Crazy Phobia

I am not the only girl at London escorts with a phobia. The rest of the girls at the London escorts service I work for right now have got their own phobias, but I am the only one who has a phobia about bodily fluids. It has been with me for a long time, and I am pretty sure that it will never go away. Unlike many other people with phobias, I know where it came from. My dad used to work in a lab with poisonous snakes, and sometimes he used to keep some at home. They were milked for their venom, and it goes without saying that my sister and I was not allowed to touch them. Is my phobia crazy and has it taken over my life? I would not say that it has taken over my life, but there are times when it really bothers me. Dealing with it is not so easy when you work for London escorts, and avoiding it can be even more difficult. I try not to think about it, and sometimes I just close my eyes and pretend that it is not there. If my London escorts dates knew that I had a phobia, I am not sure what would they would say, and if I could continue working for London escorts.
Most of the girls at London escorts have some sort of phobia, and I guess that we all do. It is strange how phobias can completely take over your life. When you stop and think about it, it seems to me that many phobias are imprinted on your brain. It helps when you can explain them, but that does not mean that they are going to go away. One of the girls I work with at London escorts has a phobia about large supermarkets, and thinks she is going to get lost in them. That can’t be easy to live with these days when we have so many large stores. Have I ever thought about seeing a shrink to get rid of my phobia of bodily fluids? I have but I am so silly about it. Basically I worry about having to mention the fact that I work for a London escorts service. Most of the girls worry about that sort of thing, and my best friend does not know that I work for an elite London escorts. I am sure that the therapist would ask me why my phobia worries me so much and I would have to explain. That would probably raise an eyebrow or two in the therapist’s office.
I can live with it, and over the years it has got a lot better. When I first started to work for London escorts, it bothered me a lot, but now I can place it somewhere else when I need to. Unless I go to see a therapist, I am pretty sure that it is going to be with me for the rest of my life. The funny thing is that I am not scared of poisonous snakes at all. My dad still keeps a few snakes, and I love spending time with him watching them. They are so beautiful to look at, and if you know how to treat them in the right way, they are not going to do you any harm. My pet cobra seems to love me, but I am not sure by gentlemen at London escorts are so keen on her…